.:^:. LAMIN .:^:. THURIN .:^:.

What would I do if you leave?

 I'd miss you, I believe

That's what I'd do if you leave

Emotions are kept under my sleeve

So my prayers to you I'd give.

Please stay a bit longer

For I may see you again never

And you leaving isn't for the better

Surely I'd miss you sooner or later.

Everyday I miss you more and more

It makes my heart feel so sore

Thinking of the way things were,

I'd like to go back to the times we had before.

Written by ... ... ... Lamin Thurin

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U.. .. ... .... ....."

  LAMIN THURIN

5 YEARS BIRTHDAY

All of my friends and relatives were singing birthday wish song to me and i blown the fire from the candles on the cake.

"Phoo.. ... ... Phew.... ....

Clap... clap.....clap......"

"Thar Thar, come here" my granddad said to me.

"Birthday present from ur mom." and he gave me an envelope. I opened. And something dropped and i picked it up.

"Wow.... Who is she?, dad." said to my granddad.

He was cry and said weak and shaky, "The woman in the picture is your MOM".

"Oh... my MOM???"

"Yah thar thar."

"Dad u lie to me?"

 "No, thar thar. We are your grandparents. You missunderstood and call us wrongly. But we never told it before. Bcoz of we love u very much and don't want to talk real life of u....." and he stopped and he got out from me.

"REAL LIFE OF ME"... ... ... ... ... ... .........., i hear again and again in my ears. I should read the papers in the envelope. But, How could read it. I couldn't understand."

"Thar Thar".. ... ...., my grandmom called me from downstair.

 "I am coming". I was stopped my feet on the stairs and starred on the man with big toy. He gave smile on his face. I didn't know how should i do?

 "Thar Thar come here..", He called me and carried on him and kissed me.

"I love u, thar thar.I am your Dad. I came here today from far away.", he said continue. Could i belive him as my dad. How could be? And i jumped off from him and run away to my granddad and shouted like

"Dad.......Dad......"

"What happend in downstair" my granddad said and carried me. We went downstair. Suddenly, my granddad and the man started argument eachother. And he send me to kitchen room with his wife; grandmom. I did hear nothing about what they said. After 5 mins the man got out and drove roughly. what happened to them; my granddad and the man?

At night, my granddad came into my room by holding the envelope. And he laied down beside me and hugged in his bosom and said "Thar Thar, I would read what wrote in this letter. Did u want to listen?" "Yah Dad. Of course." "So.... I started."

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        HAPPY BIRTHDAY THAR THAR, LAMIN THURIN.

                             MOM LOVE U.

Thar Thar, fogive me. I cann't take care to u myself. I really sorry about that. But, the destiny of mom is made to us like living separately. But I hope, We will met in one day. I always pray like that everynight by crying. I will explain about what happened in the past time.

You were 8 months old, mom and dad were fighting and decided to divorce. And your dad; U Aung Kyaw Zaw, was getting second marriage before mom was going abroad. Mom was departed when your 11 months old. and i gave u to my parents; Dr.U Yazar Hein and Dr. Daw Myint Myat Thu. I left with broken heart and kept u safely at my home. U always keep in ur heart that I love you and I will be come back to u oneday. I promised.

I never forgot last kiss on u and U smiled at me and held my finger tightly. That's mean u don't want left me from your heart. I never do like that, i left from u just a while. If your dad come to u, u will wellcome to him. U should have dealings with him politely. The half of the blood in your body is full with his blood. What happened between us, let it be. We are your Dad and Mom.

Thar Thar, I want instruct u to be live be well-behaved, listen to your grandparents and try hard in study. And try to be good man. I hope, You will be. If you love your parents, you will try to be like that.

MOM I LOVE U, Thar Thar.

In memory of ur mom,

Daw May Myat Mon

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"Thar Thar, your mom gave that letter to me before she left and said to me" Dad, Please give it to my son when he is 5 years olds birthday." After that, she kissed u and got out from my home."

The letter was too short but my feelings is so long which is not finished until now yet. My feeling as like as my mom feeling which came from the bottom of our hearts. So, that evening, I saw the man who with big toy and argued with my granddad, will be my DAD? Why they argued about?

Who is he ??? ..... ..... .....

Before long............Lamin Thurin

Full moon day of Thatinkyut. . . . .

11.20pm. . Mom was sweated in tarror. Because I was been unruly in my mom stomach. My dad was arranged for send my mom to hospital. "The Marshall Law" (not allow to go outside at night) had been proclaimed after 1988 demonstration until when i was born. My dad droven from Kanar Street which he though clear and escape from polices and army men. But they ordered stop the car to my dad at near Mawtin. Let it be... So we arrived at Yangon Maternal Care Hospital at 11.45pm.

My mom has been operation to born me at 11.52pm.

11hrs.59min.38sec. . . . . . .  .

"UE NGAI>>> UE NGAI>>> UE NGAI>>>"

I was alive in Human-being. My granddad was carry his arms and look at my face and the sky. The Moon is giving to us smilely and look us peacefully. In hospital, i was well-knowm person like "Yahu son". In my life, i was seen the Moon early and first. I like White colour since i was child. Actually, I was whitest boy all over my families. hee....hee.... really. My nick name is "Poe Hat Phyu (pale anemic person)", all of my family members call me like that until now.

I am first grandchild for my grandparents. That is why, granddad has been chosen my name like LAMIN THURIN; mean born between Moon and Sun. I ever call my grandparents like Dad and Mom. I called my graddad like "daddy" when i was started to speak. He really happy what i called him. And he was carry and went to his wife;my grandmom. And he said " TarTar was called me Daddy. how about her?" he pointed to my grandmom and said. I called MOM. So they all are happy.

But the time was like horrible. They changed at the moment like crying both of them. I couldn't understand to them. What happened?

But, I understood why they cried at that time when i was 5 year birthday party. They show me my breastfeeding MOM Letter.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ???

Before long............Lamin Thurin

Hi

I am Mave Rick and Lamin Thurin is my Myanmar name.
I am 19 years old and study in University Putra Malaysia specialized in Computer Communication System (CCS), faculty of Computer Science. I never write Blogs before. But I like to read the blogs. And now I am going to interested to write it. And my nick name is White Lovely Dove which mean I feel innocent and peace myself and I will give Love and Friendship to my friends.

That is my introduction and I will write blogs when i am free.

Thanks You.

White Lovely Dove.

Lamin Thurin

I lie on the ground,

and stare into space,

the stars start to move,

into the shape of your face.  

I see you there now,

looking down at me,

with that cute little smile,

that I like to see.  

You say "close your eyes",

"tell me what you see",

I see only two people,

just you and me.  

We're walking the shoreline,

with our feet getting wet,

the horizon turns pink,

as the sun starts to set.  

We make love through the night,

on that white sandy shore,

then I hold you while thinking,

I could want nothing more.  

Oh I wish I could be,

in that one special place,

as I lie on the ground,

and I stare into space.

Written by... ... ... Lamin Thurin